Bears first day out

I'm really new to this whole blogging thing. However I have an inordinate amount of time on my hands right now. It also looks like I'm going to be like this for a moment. Taking a peek into my world you will see a overweight, ill, married, mother of two. I have recently developed a list of health problems that is dangerously ridiculous. We will say that my pain is like telling a 2 year old, NO!. I am a health care professional whose health is jeporadizing her career. It's funny I help in the diagnosis of other people diseases but mine is not so easy to daignose. I am on the verge of insanity with a mind numbing amount of restless fear. So here I am the darling turquoise bear, also known as Brownibear to most and Mrs/Mama Bear to some. I'm just lettin the world know I'm here and that it is possible to be in a housefull of people and be totally alone.