A little wondering

I’ve been wondering and I’ve been thinking. I’ve been thinking about all the changes I’d like to make in my life. I’ve been wondering about life and if all the changes are necessary. Yet as I’m wondering, as I’m thinking, I realize that change is the foundation of life. Change is inevitable, change is everything, and change is life. To grow we must change with the growth of that part or way of thinking. To learn we must change the way we think. To accept we must change our ideals. Changing is metamorphosis, it is absolute but within defined parameters. A child will become a teen, who will become and adult. That teen will not however turn into an elephant or a hippo. That teen will still be a human being within but with a change.

I’m changing. I’m becoming something more and something less. I’m redefining who I am and learning to accept those changes. I will no longer be a working Mom, but that’s okay. I am morphing into a SAHM (again) and I believe I can change my messy house into an orderly home. My illness is changing my body, but I am accepting those changes and determining where in my life I need to make changes to accept my health. My new roles are becoming more defined th changing, as I am changing. I have to believe that change is good, because whether or not I like it change has begun.

Change is different, but I will not allow it to be bad. I will change with it and I will CHANGE it into something wonderfully, amusingly, the same.