Ever feel like your caught in between done and desperation. I was in the car on the way home from the book store, when I realized how worthless I'm feeling these days. I want to go out and do things, be places but I'm scared. Scared, yeah I'm scared because everytime I try to attepmt to live normally I end up overdoing it. Afterwards I'm exhausted, miserable, depressed and in pain. I want to know why I can't just be well. I want to understand why it's so hard right now to be normal, to be happy. I don't think ever been this miserable in my life. I can't cook, I can't quilt, I can barely crochet and type. What I'm supposed to do with the rest of my life if I can't function normally. It's so unfair, but who said life was fair; right.
Aggg!

Fonts

There is one thing I have decided that i Don't feel good about and that is the fonts on the site. For me fonts speak for you when you write in journals and such. There just isn't enough variety in the fonts. I'll figure it out, so I sound like me.