17 April 2008

Waiting

I write and I wait and I pray. Tatyanna's MRI was successful but I would like to avoid at all costs the image of my dd going under anesthesia. It was not something a Mother should have to experience. I am still saturating myself in te word of Gad the battle has just begun. The MRI report says that Taty has something called a Rathke's Cleft Cyst. You can read up on it here http://www.pituitary.org/disorders/rathkes_cleft_cysts.aspx . Apparently benign but with the probability to cause pituitary dysfunction/disorders. So now our dear dd has to see a neurologist and a endocrinologist. I am just praying and waiting. Praying

As for me the stress from all of this is having a field day with my Fibro. Stress is one of those things that they say to "avoid" when you have Fibro. How can you "avoid" stress when it comes looking for you. Confused Whatever, I stopped listening to the impossible requests a long time ago. So now I'm trying to get thru the pain and keep my spirit from wigging out. I love being a mother but this week has been one of those for the annuals.


 
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